Goldie Hawn revealed that she struggled with nervousness and had “little panic attacks” after touchdown her first massive appearing function in Hollywood.
In the course of the newest episode of the podcast “Making Space with Hoda Kotb,” the 78-year-old actress recalled auditioning for the sitcom “Good Morning World” in 1967, although she believed that she was too younger for the function. Nevertheless, Hawn stated her agent referred to as her the next day to inform her that the present’s producers wrote an element particularly for her.
The “Overboard” star shared that she grew to become “depressed” and “anxious” after listening to the information.
“And that’s because I didn’t want to do that. I was a dancer,” Hawn defined.”I was just getting my feet wet.”
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She continued, “I called home. And I said, ‘Mommy, you’re not gonna believe this. You know, they wrote a part for me.’ And then I became anxious, and I had little panic attacks.”
“I realized that every time I’d go into a restaurant or a place, I’d get dizzy, and I would want to go home,” she added.
“It was the scariest thing that ever happened to me.”
Hawn recalled that whereas she was filming “Good Morning World,” there have been occasions when she needed to “go back to my dressing room to pull myself together because I didn’t know when another panic attack was going to happen.”
The actress advised Kotb that she determined to hunt skilled assist and started seeing a psychologist.
“I went directly because it wasn’t me,” she remembered. “I mean, I was a happy kid.”
“Nothing bothered me,” she continued. “I was joyful… I didn’t know what happened to my joy.”
“I tried to fake my smile. I’ll never forget that. It was the scariest thing that ever happened to me.”
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Hawn starred alongside Ronnie Schell, Joby Baker, Billy De Wolfe and Julie Parrish in “Good Morning World,” which ran for one season from 1967 to 1968.
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After “Good Morning World” ended, Hawn went on to grow to be an everyday forged member within the hit comedy sketch TV sequence “Rowan & Martin’s Laugh-In,” which aired from 1968 to 1973. She landed her first main film function within the 1969 comedy “Cactus Flower,” incomes the perfect supporting actress Academy Award for her efficiency.
Whereas talking with Kotb, Hawn defined that being proactive about her psychological well being enabled her to handle her fears and study to be unaffected by different individuals’s opinions of her.
“When I was anxious and frightened and scared, I went to a doctor and I spent nine years with him,” she stated. “Why? Because I was learning about myself. I was learning about how to forgive. And I was learning – as I grew extremely successful – how to be able to manage other people’s perception of me because they didn’t know me.”
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“When somebody says, ‘I love you, you’re great,’ that’s wonderful. But they don’t know me,” Hawn continued.
“And if people say, ‘Ew,’ you know, or you get bad reviews and they’re all so mean and terrible, you go, ‘Well, that was their perception but it’s not the truth.’”